{"id":3376,"date":"2020-02-14T01:25:27","date_gmt":"2020-02-13T23:25:27","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.hannahlou.de\/tweethumbsup\/?p=3376"},"modified":"2020-04-13T11:44:24","modified_gmt":"2020-04-13T09:44:24","slug":"when-you-here-these-confessions-amidst-the-strong-winds-by-the-river","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.hannahlou.de\/tweethumbsup\/when-you-here-these-confessions-amidst-the-strong-winds-by-the-river\/","title":{"rendered":"Confessions against strong winds by the river"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Looking at you with all the strange emotions i&#8217;m feeling. Listening to a very impossible explanation or excuse. <\/p>\n<blockquote><p>&#8220;Loving all out- no holding back. Just looking, wanting and waiting&#8230;are these even possible?<br \/>\nAll because, I said I want to fly with you&#8230;&#8221;<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Then you say: <\/p>\n<blockquote><p>&#8220;The emotions that you say are too much for you&#8221;&#8230;<br \/>\nThe feelings that you have not felt a long time, suddenly rising again inside.<br \/>\n&#8220;I&#8217;m sorry&#8230; I need them desperately. I can&#8217;t do without them. I will greedily grab and hold on them for they are gifts from an unknown power.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>That strong and mysterious power of someone experiencing near death. That very same deep and true emotions emanated by the dying. It brings two completely different souls together. Like a gift to the loved ones who will be left behind.<br \/>\nI don&#8217;t know how to go against it. I don&#8217;t even want to let  go of it.<\/p>\n<p>Can there be such a relationship? Can it really still exist?<\/p>\n<p>But you know, not saying it, not talking about it and just simply letting it be&#8212; makes it more lasting and memorable.<br \/>\nMore sacred and pure!<\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Looking at you with all the strange emotions i&#8217;m feeling. Listening to a very impossible explanation or excuse. &#8220;Loving all out- no holding back. Just looking, wanting and waiting&#8230;are these even possible? All because, I said I want to fly with you&#8230;&#8221; Then you say: &#8220;The emotions that you say are too much for you&#8221;&#8230; [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[21,19],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3376","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poems","category-relationships"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.hannahlou.de\/tweethumbsup\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3376","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.hannahlou.de\/tweethumbsup\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.hannahlou.de\/tweethumbsup\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.hannahlou.de\/tweethumbsup\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.hannahlou.de\/tweethumbsup\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3376"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/www.hannahlou.de\/tweethumbsup\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3376\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3403,"href":"https:\/\/www.hannahlou.de\/tweethumbsup\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3376\/revisions\/3403"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.hannahlou.de\/tweethumbsup\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3376"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.hannahlou.de\/tweethumbsup\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3376"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.hannahlou.de\/tweethumbsup\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3376"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}