{"id":5864,"date":"2025-02-26T13:15:07","date_gmt":"2025-02-26T11:15:07","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.hannahlou.de\/tweethumbsup\/?p=5864"},"modified":"2025-04-26T15:44:51","modified_gmt":"2025-04-26T13:44:51","slug":"5864-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.hannahlou.de\/tweethumbsup\/5864-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Juice colored"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>How has your 2025 been so far? I fear that  to some, as early as January on, the year has already been very dramatic. It may have brought in tragically a sad beginning, thus they are hoping for a sweet and happy ending! <\/p>\n<p>Remembering that I have lived only over 24 months past 5 decades. I should still be quite active and feeling elated. But it seems like when I start to recall the journey I have traveled so far, I feel the need to slow down now and meditate. Perhaps, start to plan another route.. take another turn or even uproot myself again. <\/p>\n<p>You see, I may have told this story a million times here in my blog, but I will have to write it again. <\/p>\n<p>I started doing summer jobs when I was only 12 years old. Yes! Every summer diligently until I got into college, a prestigious private college in Metro Manila.<\/p>\n<p>Then I started my gig as a working student. I was fine and actually doing well both in managing my time between school and work. I could also maintain a so called-social life while in balancing work and studies. Then I moved on to  the corporate world &#8212; and I was on my highs! Better than taking brownies, I would say \ud83d\ude09 !!!<\/p>\n<p>It happened sooner than expected that I moved to another continent. I integrated myself and settled up my own hub in a country far from my own. Learned two new languages, built my own circle of spider&#8217;s web and started to conquer the world. Well, my own small world, at least!!!<\/p>\n<p>Fast-forward, post Corona Pandemic, my highs staggered downwards. Three years later, I only want to have a slow, laid back life, preferably back in the Philippines. Yes, I am experiencing &#8220;pre-retirement&#8221; symptoms. <\/p>\n<p>For now, since I still cannot afford to retire, I can dream&#8230; and you see&#8230; <\/p>\n<audio class=\"wp-audio-shortcode\" id=\"audio-5864-1\" preload=\"none\" style=\"width: 100%;\" controls=\"controls\"><source type=\"audio\/mpeg\" src=\"https:\/\/www.hannahlou.de\/tweethumbsup\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/A-Dream-is-a-Wish-Your-Heart-Makes.1.mp3?_=1\" \/><a href=\"https:\/\/www.hannahlou.de\/tweethumbsup\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/A-Dream-is-a-Wish-Your-Heart-Makes.1.mp3\">https:\/\/www.hannahlou.de\/tweethumbsup\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/A-Dream-is-a-Wish-Your-Heart-Makes.1.mp3<\/a><\/audio>\n<p><strong><em>A dream is a wish your heart makes<br \/>\nWhen you&#8217;re fast asleep<br \/>\nIn dreams, you will lose your heartache<br \/>\nWhatever you wish for, you keep&#8230;<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>And in some days, I wish I could just disappear quietly. Without bothering anybody, I hope to end everything in my life without leaving a trace or an inch of proof to my existence. Nevertheless, thinking, hoping and praying that I would come back, being reborn to a new world with better circumstances. Like I said, it&#8217;s a tragically sad beginning to a sweet and happy ending! <\/p>\n<p>STOP! STOP! STOP!<\/p>\n<audio class=\"wp-audio-shortcode\" id=\"audio-5864-2\" preload=\"none\" style=\"width: 100%;\" controls=\"controls\"><source type=\"audio\/wav\" src=\"https:\/\/www.hannahlou.de\/tweethumbsup\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/Cinderella-A-Dream-is-a-Wish-Your-Heart-Makes.2.wav?_=2\" \/><a href=\"https:\/\/www.hannahlou.de\/tweethumbsup\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/Cinderella-A-Dream-is-a-Wish-Your-Heart-Makes.2.wav\">https:\/\/www.hannahlou.de\/tweethumbsup\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/Cinderella-A-Dream-is-a-Wish-Your-Heart-Makes.2.wav<\/a><\/audio>\n<p><strong><em>Have faith in your dreams and someday<br \/>\nYour rainbow will come smiling through<br \/>\nNo matter how your heart is grieving<br \/>\nIf you keep on believing<br \/>\nThe dream that you wish will come true<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Okay! So I am really just being overly dramatic! <\/p>\n<p>Actually, I believe I only want to take a break, a &#8220;sabbatical&#8221; as some would call it. But sabbatical costs money.. and money has to be earned first&#8230; juice colored!!!!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>How has your 2025 been so far? I fear that to some, as early as January on, the year has already been very dramatic. It may have brought in tragically a sad beginning, thus they are hoping for a sweet and happy ending! Remembering that I have lived only over 24 months past 5 decades. 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